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Name: joE - sEph kEith
Country: Japan
Birthday: 9/27/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: fighting crime as the masked CaPtAiN sAv-A-hOe
Expertise: teachin people how to use a stick
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/1/2003
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| What keeps you going? I sometimes wonder what keeps me
going. Of course I want to succeed and of course I want to
accomplish something in college, but sometimes thats not enough to keep
me going. I think I got the first reminder of what I am working
for. After spending the day with my mom, sister and a little bit
of time with Ken, I was walking towards the car, ready to head back to
my home in Davis, as the yelled after me, "Make us proud, Joe."
Don't get me wrong when I say I don't have a home. I wish I felt
at home with my Mom and Sister, but inside I can tell that I dont quite
belong there. I want to succeed and show my family that all my
effort was far from in vain. I will make something of myself and
justify all the faith my Mother has placed in me these past years.
My mother has always worried about me like I never
stopped walking on the edge of two story buildings. It's just
that I never feared falling. In fact, I figured the only way to
fall was to jump, nothing threatened me except my own choice to loose
balance and fall. Now I see that not everything is made up by my
own choices. There are a lot of things that I wish could have
gone differently. So many things that could have changed my
current outlook on my life and situation. But there is nothing I
could have dont to change all that. I was young and
powerless. I didn't even understand what was going on till it was
all over. Now I have a chance to change all that. I will
succeed and change how things go from now on. Even if I run on
just my own stubborness and willpower, I will prove their faith in me
is justified.
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| thanks for having my back peggy! what would i do without u? ^_^ *hug*
[22:11] cheerio x9: *sigh* dont be sad about rumors
[22:11] cheerio x9: people always talk
[22:11] cheerio x9: but only those who really nkow you nkow whats true and whats not
[22:12] cheerio x9: and tahts all that matters
[22:13] cheerio x9: well, whatever people are saying about you, it doesn't matter to me
[22:13] cheerio x9: because i nkow whatever they talk about is not true
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| Ideal Girl or Guy:
1. To be with someone, not because you need to be, but because
you want nothing more then to share that bond with that special someone.
2. Someone who tells you all the things you do right more then all the things you do wrong.
3. A girl/guy who shows you off to their friends rather then complains about you to their friends.
4. Someone who understand priorities aren't always
optional; sometimes the choice between what you want to do and
what you have to do isn't within your power to change.
5. Someone who can honor your passions and interests, even if they can't be shared.
6. Someone who can put up with your stupid random friends even if they can't stand them.
7. Someone who you can take to a get together and know you wont
have to worry about them having a good time with mutual friends.
8. Yet most importantly of all, someone who can trust the words
you say without hestitation or insecurities. Regardless of what
he said that she said, someone who knows you, the person they care for,
is worth more then an empty rumor.
interesting.............
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| my song
When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, ohhh ohhhh
-radiohead
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| hmmmmm im not in a good mood today. Not for any particular reason
but I just feel a lil used by people. Obviously this isnt the
whole truth but I guess you can't help but feel the way you wanna
feel. Im kinda just waiting for the day to end. Everyone is
celebrating and all but I feel the same. blah. But
eh.....i'll get over it. i guess i'm better off not getting too
attached to things these days.
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